Podcast Episodes
Episode 16: Counting Kicks through COVID-19
This week I welcomed one of my closest mom friends to the show, Emily McConnell. I wish we could say we met at a “mommy and me” class or that...
Episode 15: Different Pregnancy, Different Me
March is Pregnancy After Loss Awareness month! In this episode, I briefly share how I wanted to feel more control over my rainbow pregnancy and why...
Episode 14: Unexpectedly Expecting with Kate Joseph
I'm proud to welcome my very first guest, Kate Joseph, who is a mother of three beautiful boys. We cover a lot of topics, including her experience...
Episode 13: Expecting to Expect Again
In this episode, I talk about what it was like to TTC after Steven's death and thoughts I had deciding to get pregnant again after loss.
Episode 12: On Fearing Death (Goodbye Grandma)
We got some sad news about my grandma last week and I've been processing what it means to lose loved ones and how that has affected me.
Episode 11: Approaching Everett’s First Birthday
My rainbow baby Everett's first birthday is coming up this weekend, and I wanted to share some of the thoughts I've been processing as we get ready...
Episode 10: New Year, New Grief
In this episode, I offer my thoughts on what it feels like to start a new year with my sweet baby Steven. I reflect back a bit on 2020 and share my...
Episode 9: Getting Through the Holidays
There is no time like the holidays when we really feel the absence of our loved ones. In this episode, I talk about my struggles and emotions when...
Episode 8: The Meaning of Rainbow
In this episode, I talk about why I struggled with the phrase "rainbow baby" and why we need to be thoughtful when using this phrase.
Episode 7: Behind the Scenes at Expecting Rainbow
Today I wanted to share more about why I started Expecting Rainbow, what I've learned from working on this podcast, and what you can expect for...
Episode 6: What Mom Guilt Looks Like as a Loss Parent
Sometimes, mom guilt creeps in and tells us we're not enough. And mom guilt isn't exclusive to moms with living children; it can be easy to feel...
Episode 5: Resources for Pregnancy and Infant Loss
This episode is a compilation of resources - keepsake shops, awareness organizations, links, websites, services, nonprofits, books, podcasts, etc -...